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Yesterday it hailed here. I got really drunk on polish beer, and through the window of my friends house I watched a little finch dodging the ice, hopping from branch to branch among the blossoms of the cherry tree outside. All this to the sound of Coil's Dark River (off of Loves Secret Domain), loud enough to make ripples in my glass. Somewhere in Italy, Aly made a sandwich.
And so the rest of the world goes on without me.
Most of this info is redundant to things in http://www.420chan.org/crackythread/ , be sure to read that first if you hadn't already.
The AIM logs are long and behind the cut:
AIM names have been changed thusly:
TAFKACC = The Artist Formerly Known as Cracky-chan
Introperv = Introperv (me)
Aly = aly!jovRXDSFYQ
Anonymous = a special anonymous from the board
Introperv conversation:
Session Start (Introperv:TAFKACC): Mon Feb 13 06:20:54 2006
[06:20] TAFKACC: hello.
[06:21] Introperv: hello
[06:21] Introperv: just finishing up a post
[06:21] Introperv: i understand you hate me, it's ok
[06:22] TAFKACC: i wouldn't say hate is the right word.
[06:22] TAFKACC: i'd just say i'm really, really...offended? and disturbed.
[06:23] Introperv: disturbing is probably accurate
[06:23] Introperv: really this didn't go so far until just recently
[06:23] Introperv: but it has been sort of simmering since last year
[06:24] TAFKACC: well, i basically had no idea of the proportion this was at until very recently.
[06:24] Introperv: neither did I until 420 /cracky opened and then I found out there were other obsessed freaks like myself
[06:25] Introperv: and I've sort of let myself get carried away
[06:26] Introperv: if you are looking to lay blame for the board specifically, it's not with Kirtaner
[06:26] Introperv: I suggested it and aly requested it
[06:26] TAFKACC: i have no interest in laying blame, all i want is to be left alone from now on, which would mean the board had no purpose.
[06:27] Introperv: well the biggest mystery has been answered, i.e. if you are still alive and well (many of us were worried)
[06:27] Introperv: but there are still other things
[06:27] Introperv: like the debacle on 4chan with the #sweet poster
[06:28] Introperv: and the age I guess you have addressed, many people wondered about that
[06:30] TAFKACC: that was me. i was extremely drunk and very bored and, yes, just turned 15. the next day i promptly forgot about it. i did not look at B again for a very long time.
[06:30] Introperv: that's quite the bombshell
[06:30] TAFKACC: i had no idea that anyone cared or that it was gonna be a meme.
[06:31] Introperv: that would be a primary bit of information to put on the deadjournal there, I don't think everyone would believe a chat transcript
[06:32] TAFKACC: like i said, i was young and naiive and well...its just internet to me at the time.
[06:32] TAFKACC: sure, i may as well.
[06:32] Introperv: and I think the meme would have died out eventually were it not for the sudden cancellation of scm journal after it was found... the trolling comes and goes quickly
[06:34] Introperv: but like I said obviously people are drawn to the works, just check the hit counter on crackypedia
[06:34] TAFKACC: crackypedia?
[06:34] Introperv: uh... yeah crackypedia.blueyonder.co.uk
[06:35] Introperv: uh sorry wrong addr
[06:35] Introperv: (Link: http://www.crackypedia.pwp.blueyonder.co.uk/)
[06:35] TAFKACC: .........
[06:35] TAFKACC: wow.
[06:35] Introperv: don't tell me you didn't know
[06:36] Introperv: has been up for months and months
[06:36] TAFKACC: i had no idea.
[06:36] Introperv: oh alsa will be interested to hear that I think
[06:36] TAFKACC: ....
[06:36] Introperv: alsa chides us "hardcore" stalkers all the time for going to far
[06:37] TAFKACC: i don't know what to say.
[06:38] Introperv: that was another part of it... alsa refuses to post nudes on crackypedia, yet everyone knew about them
[06:38] Introperv: so they get posted elsewhere, but bannable offense on pretty much every chan
[06:39] Introperv: on places with routine postings of guro and bizarre insertions and bestiality and whatnot, those were the things that could get you banned out of all of it
[06:39] Introperv: thus 420chan /cracky
[06:41] TAFKACC: i didn't take any of those in what i thought to be a sexual context, although i realise other people perceive them that way. also, since i was the photographer, what the hell does that make it?
[06:43] Introperv: well whether the intended effect was sexual or not is irrelevant, people will respond to them in a personal way... they certainly hit me that way after being only familiar with the young nosepaint & ears series
[06:44] Introperv: the main thing is you need to take control over distribution of your own work
[06:44] TAFKACC: i have no idea what possessed me with the nosepaint. like i said i was just making fun (of myself?).
[06:44] Introperv: put copyright on them and so forth
[06:44] Introperv: the nosepaint was adorable
[06:45] Introperv: because when it is on crackypedia and traded on out of the way forums obviously you can't control what is being put out or how
[06:45] TAFKACC: i'm not interested in taking control or doing anything with existing pictures. people can do what they like with them - what i'm concerned about is having my privacy invaded further. although, a lot of pictures came from my old geocities account (not passworded, but not linked publically) and my photobucket (passworded).
[06:46] TAFKACC: and i don't want that to happen again.
[06:47] Introperv: well also there is the fact there are known pictures out there that nobody will share so of course everyone is still trying to complete their collections of old works
[06:47] Introperv: even my collection is missing many images
[06:47] TAFKACC: well, i don't have any of my old images anymore.
[06:47] TAFKACC: my hard drive got wiped last summer.
[06:47] Introperv: ouch
[06:47] TAFKACC: and i deleted all my old accounts.
[06:48] Introperv: tell aly his english is ok, he's getting all ruffled and self conscious on me ^_^
[06:48] Introperv: he's a nice guy really not like me
[06:48] TAFKACC: that i have done.
[06:48] Introperv: ty ^__^
[06:49] Introperv: um ok so the elephant in the room
[06:49] Introperv: getting your privacy back
[06:49] Introperv: i can stop, but how to stop others
[06:50] TAFKACC: there's really no ultimate way, people will always trade information etc but it can made less easy for them if you delete things like the boards and crackypedia.
[06:50] Introperv: well that is what got us here in the first place
[06:51] TAFKACC: now, i am not interested in casuing drama and i don't see what use "proving" my identity with pictures will cause other than to perpetuate everybody's obsession.
[06:51] Introperv: a board will spring up elsewhere we've already seen like 4 communities come and go on lj
[06:52] Introperv: if you want people to stop becoming obsessed with you, I'm afraid it's not so simple just because of the beauty in the pictures
[06:54] TAFKACC: well, this is it. i don't find my pictures at all that remarkable, and i want people to understand there is little left to see - partly because i've been so discouraged by this, and partly because most of what i do take is not uploaded to the internet.
[06:54] Introperv: transparency is your friend here
[06:54] TAFKACC: what do you mean by that?
[06:55] Introperv: nobody has known anything for so long and those claiming to know have kept everything under wraps but taunted us
[06:56] Introperv: an official "there are no more pictures" is quite a strong step
[06:56] Introperv: although it makes me cry T.T
[06:56] Introperv: the pictures were so good
[06:57] TAFKACC: i'll tell you this, i have only personally known one person who knew about me via "cracky", and i also received an anonymous email from the LJ moderator. i have no idea how they got my email address, unless my other acquaintance gave it to them.
[06:57] Introperv: i'll assume it wasn't the migurushii ningyou addy
[06:58] TAFKACC: no, that's been deleted like...a year now?
[06:58] Introperv: probably, I don't think I ever bothered to try sending to it
[06:59] Introperv: but if you are telling me you only have one link thru "cracky", that blows an entire facky/nyuu/freaky/whatever conspiracy out of the water
[07:00] Introperv: like the last cracky_chan community's demise in january
[07:00] TAFKACC: that was the one who emailed me and asked me if i wanted it closed.
[07:00] TAFKACC: i have no idea who that person was.
[07:00] Introperv: oh that actually happened then... but he had no access to a new journal?
[07:01] TAFKACC: who?
[07:01] Introperv: user facky at livejournal
[07:01] Introperv: don't know his email address, sorry but was moderator
[07:02] TAFKACC: i don't know who he is.
[07:02] TAFKACC: ...unless he was the one guy i was talking to for several months under a different name (on AIM).
[07:03] TAFKACC: i really don't know.
[07:03] Introperv: the facky journal was a pseudonym just for this stuff anyway so I don't know who he is either
[07:03] Introperv: wow, the board moved, I have been glued to aim
[07:04] Introperv: so kirtaner will take it down
[07:05] TAFKACC: the guy i met on AIM was very cool and we actually sent eachother some books by snail mail after i'd known him a bit. he found out about me by 4chan. i won't tell you how he got my AIM sn. we stopped talking in january which coincided with the email asking if i wanted it removed, so i wonder.
[07:06] Introperv: sounds a likely candidate.. he supposedly knew postal addresses and phone numbers and so forth
[07:07] Introperv: oh jeez I don't know what I will do without 420chan ;;;o_O
[07:07] Introperv: I know you aren't sympathetic lol
[07:07] TAFKACC: well, i may be a bad judge of character but i'd talked to him extensively and he didn't seem like a psychopath to me. i would not give my addy to anyone from now on though, if i'd had any idea.
[07:08] Introperv: well he did take the comm down eventually
[07:08] Introperv: and I remember the short hair picture got removed quickly
[07:08] TAFKACC: short hair...?
[07:08] TAFKACC: describe it?
[07:09] Introperv: lain poster, short cropped hair with bangs... it's on the board with some writing on it
[07:09] TAFKACC: i know which one you mean.
[07:09] TAFKACC: that was taken in april 2002.
[07:09] TAFKACC: i was 12.
[07:09] TAFKACC: it was from my geocities account.
[07:09] Introperv: what x_X
[07:10] TAFKACC: yeah.
[07:10] Introperv: looks older than others
[07:10] TAFKACC: probably just the lighting and hairstyle.
[07:10] Introperv: each picture always looks so different though
[07:10] TAFKACC: plus, i'm very good at being deceptive about my age.
[07:10] Introperv: much of the attraction
[07:10] TAFKACC: exactly.
[07:10] TAFKACC: depending on what i do i can look really different, i've always done this.
[07:11] Introperv: you have a gift for it
[07:11] Introperv: some of the angled shots your face looks exactly like an anime character
[07:11] Introperv: which explains the otaku obsessors
[07:11] Introperv: ogive shape
[07:12] Introperv: oh jeez I forgot to ask about the cutting, everybody was worried about the cutting
[07:12] TAFKACC: yes, i used to cut.
[07:12] Introperv: past tense then
[07:12] Introperv: great news
[07:12] TAFKACC: yeah.
[07:13] Introperv: really I know it sounds weird coming from me but I really do wish you the best in my own foul way
[07:14] TAFKACC: i noticed the board is getting inundated with drama. i expected this to happen which is why i really didn't want to make a post. but i felt that if i didn't then it would go on getting worse and...eh.
[07:14] Introperv: aly suggests I take up philately
[07:14] TAFKACC: philately?
[07:14] TAFKACC: and, thank you i suppose...
[07:14] Introperv: stamp collecting
[07:14] Introperv: because I need a new hobby
[07:15] TAFKACC: you sure do.
[07:16] Introperv: words cannot express how embarrased I am to have to pay the piper so to speak
[07:16] TAFKACC: pay the piper? what do you mean by that?
[07:17] Introperv: I didn't think I would actually have to answer for my deeds, it's come up before on the board and I bet it would never ever happen
[07:17] Introperv: due to parties involved having better things to do
[07:18] TAFKACC: well, i don't exactly hold a grudge towards you. i'm just bemused and...err...really i don't know how to react.
[07:18] Introperv: oh god I hope that one thread isn't still up... you didn't read ALL the posts did you?
[07:19] TAFKACC: all the posts in the board, or the thread?
[07:19] TAFKACC: i skimmed over a lot, so if there's one where you really embarrass yourself, i may have missed it.
[07:19] Introperv: the board, there was a different thread with some uh... nm
[07:20] TAFKACC: -_-
[07:20] Introperv: oh crap um I hope I remember what I passed those posts with
[07:20] Introperv: not for your eyes
[07:21] Introperv: phew done
[07:21] TAFKACC: just in passing, may i ask how old you are?
[07:22] Introperv: I should be coy about that I think
[07:22] *** "TAFKACC" signed on at Mon Feb 13 07:22:39 2006.
[07:22] Introperv: how about
[07:23] Introperv: not an incredibly old paedophile creep, but old enough to know better
[07:23] Introperv: ?
[07:23] TAFKACC: hmm.
[07:25] Introperv: um does that thread already say "there are no more pictures and I don't even have all the old ones: already somewhere
[07:26] TAFKACC: no, i haven't said that...
[07:26] TAFKACC: i suppose i should.
[07:27] Introperv: it's funny this board doesn't move hardly for days until something comes up
[07:27] Introperv: then everybody comes out of the woodwork
[07:27] TAFKACC: .....its scary.
[07:27] TAFKACC: and disturbing.
[07:27] Introperv: shows how many lurkers there are
[07:27] Introperv: the power of crackness
[07:27] Introperv: y ou should start a band or sell chocolates or something
[07:28] TAFKACC: ha.... -_-
[07:28] Introperv: perhaps a line of diabetic jams
[07:30] TAFKACC: excuse me a minute, i have to make kirtaner his fansign -_-;;;;;
[07:30] Introperv: np
[07:35] Introperv: when you come back. a question for neer because he isn't here, I'm sure he'd be interested to know if you remember him
[07:36] Introperv: he was \<------> on dj and \<------> on lj
Session Close (TAFKACC): Mon Feb 13 08:10:37 2006
Multiperson Room conversation:
Session Start (Introperv:chat24349032220298005850): Mon Feb 13 07:46:44 2006
[07:47] Introperv: hey it worked
[07:47] Aly: everyone's here?
[07:47] TAFKACC: ditto.
[07:47] TAFKACC: wow, its the cracky-chan club!
[07:47] TAFKACC: clubhouse -____-
[07:47] Introperv: well Anonymous just asked to be included
[07:47] Aly: it remebers me of hamtaro clubhouse.... -.-
[07:48] TAFKACC: go ahead. may as well be better than having a million individual IMs open.
[07:48] Introperv: um should I repost my question for neer
[07:48] TAFKACC: for neer? about my remembering him?
[07:48] TAFKACC: i can't say i do.
[07:48] Introperv: yes
[07:48] Aly: everything is so unreal.... :-) - random USA guy and cracky :-)
[07:48] TAFKACC: i don't remember either name, but if he was the one who made all thsoe posts recollecting the contents of my LJ, they were pretty accurate.
[07:48] Introperv: he seems very sad to have lost contact
[07:49] TAFKACC: well, i must admit. i have no idea who he is.
[07:49] Introperv: it makes me sad to read his posts they were like eulogies
[07:49] Introperv: i'll tell him something tactful
[07:49] Introperv: i'm mr. tact you know
[07:49] Aly: maybe he was like a shy one with a crash on you
[07:50] Aly: mr tact?
[07:50] Introperv: so kirtaner has his proof and the board will die?
[07:51] Introperv: dr. tact
[07:51] TAFKACC: i just emailed kirtaner my "fansign" -_-
[07:51] TAFKACC: i don't know whether it would be a good or bad idea to have it posted on the board.
[07:51] Introperv: i'm as tactful as something that is really really tactful and can't do similes
[07:51] Aly: ^_^ can we see it?
[07:51] TAFKACC: uh....
[07:52] Introperv: i would think it would be a good idea otherwise
[07:52] Introperv: people will overanalyze this as a hoax
[07:52] Introperv: the ultimate hoax
[07:52] Introperv: i'm pretty taken in myself
[07:52] TAFKACC: *sigh* well, i suppose i could look at it this way: damned if i do and damned if i don't.
[07:52] Introperv: just damned in general
[07:52] Introperv: consider us your cheerleading group
[07:53] Aly: i'll wear my big hand and go on the roof cheerleading
[07:53] Aly: so ppl will see me on google earth
[07:53] Introperv: you have a big hand? you know what they say about people with big hands
[07:54] Aly: i don't know the name of that gloves you have in USA
[07:54] Introperv: oh man my boss is so upset with me now
[07:54] Introperv: i think we just call them big glove thingies
[07:55] TAFKACC: o__o
[07:56] Aly: google hasn't the answer ;_;
[07:56] TAFKACC: i don't know what to say.
[07:56] Aly: about the gloves?
[07:56] Introperv: :P
[07:56] TAFKACC: no, uh, i'm just generally weirded out.
[07:56] Introperv: did you catch any of my more ingenious stalking devices
[07:56] Introperv: and would they have panned out eventually
[07:57] Aly: i know i'm weird
[07:57] TAFKACC: your ingenious stalking devices? such as?
[07:57] Aly: and proud of being weird
[07:57] Introperv: latest was reading thru pullip communities
[07:57] Introperv: before that was trying to match the exact plaid of one of your skirts to a school unifrom
[07:58] TAFKACC: oh, i saw those. both of them dead ends.
[07:58] Introperv: before that was analyzing holiday houses in guernsey
[07:58] Introperv: and trolling trevor brown sites
[07:58] Aly: 21st century Sherlock Holmes
[07:58] Introperv: and looking up every journal of everyone that liked gravitation ever
[07:58] Introperv: which is a lot of people
[07:59] Introperv: what else...
[07:59] TAFKACC: 1) i don't collect dolls anymore 2) that was a fake school uniform 3) i don't live in guernsey 4) i never posted on tb's sites.
[07:59] TAFKACC: and gravitation, that was a 12-year-old fangirl thing.
[07:59] Introperv: you didn't post the two or three \<-----> ones?
[07:59] TAFKACC: ohh, yes. i'd forgotten that!
[07:59] Introperv: neer told me the uniform was a dead end
[07:59] Aly: it was a good cosplay btw
[08:00] Introperv: also the lucid dreaming \<------L> was that you or the \<-----> girl
[08:00] Introperv: we know the lastFM wasnt you
[08:00] Introperv: and I didn't say you lived in guernsey just that the one house from the picture was probably there
[08:00] Introperv: everything I saw said oxford
[08:01] TAFKACC: yeah, i was on \<------L>. christ. i had completely forgotten. you guys are thorough.
[08:01] Introperv: oh also looking for your friend \<------M> who still has lj up
[08:01] Aly: what is \<------L>? doll community?
[08:01] Introperv: well it is good to get all the weirdness out at once i guess
[08:02] Introperv: catharsis for me really
[08:02] TAFKACC: oh, \<------M> wouldn't help you. she knows about my "fanclub" -_- plus we are not close anymore.
[08:02] TAFKACC: \<------L> = lucid dreaming messageboard
[08:02] TAFKACC: i was 14 when i posted on there a bit
[08:03] Introperv: that was where we found the prozac bit because we had some psych majors doing profiles of you
[08:03] Aly: i have to open dictionary.com to understand you, intro....
[08:03] Introperv: if i get out of hand just yell at me in italian ok
[08:03] Aly: sarà fatto
[08:04] Introperv: capito
[08:05] Introperv: damn \<------M> was a dead end I wasted so much time on that one
[08:05] Aly: another question! do you have a normal social life? (i'm just curious... i was wondering how is going out of home and ppl screaming "hi cracky")
[08:05] TAFKACC: nobody screams "hi cracky" to me, heh.
[08:05] Introperv: what about \<------C> do you still talk to him his art is awesome
[08:05] Aly: I'm used to ppl staring bad at me
[08:06] TAFKACC: ah! unfortunately no. i wish i had still kept in contact with him.
[08:06] TAFKACC: i have a few friends and i go to school.
[08:06] Aly: so normal life :-)
[08:06] Introperv: um i know \<------C> myspace by heart if you want it lol
[08:06] Introperv: \<------C2>
[08:07] TAFKACC: pretty much. and yes i know \<------C>'s lj as well. maybe i will mail him someday.
[08:07] Introperv: oh jeez who else.. um the finns from dj
[08:07] Introperv: \<------E> or whatever with the alien boyfriend
[08:08] Introperv: oh god an anon has a "proposition" for me
[08:08] Introperv: why do people think i have the answers they are looking for
[08:08] Aly: because you know too much
[08:08] Introperv: i know nothing
[08:08] Introperv: i have this fantasy character pieced together from tiny little snippets
[08:09] TAFKACC: can i hear anons proposition?
[08:09] Introperv: and random bits of knowledge i tried to weave together to lead me where i wanted to go
[08:09] Introperv: he hasn't formulated it yet
[08:09] Aly: i mailed him too
[08:09] Introperv: posted on the board there
[08:11] Introperv: backing up my logs, if I lost this I would be devastated
[08:11] Aly: lol
[08:12] Aly: like an holy bible?
[08:12] Introperv: anon just came on aim
[08:12] Aly: \<------t>?
[08:14] Aly: TAFKACC/cracky, can you send me your fansign? :-)
[08:15] Aly: \<----->@\<----->
[08:15] Introperv: aly can you send me if you get it lol
[08:15] TAFKACC: >_<
[08:16] Introperv: you see how bad i am
[08:16] Aly: ;__;
[08:16] Aly: you said ok before... ;___;
[08:16] Aly: I'm going to cry
[08:16] Aly: lol
[08:16] Introperv: is the sign a happy or a sad picture
[08:16] Aly: Y_Y
[08:16] Aly: T_T
[08:16] TAFKACC: i suppose it makes little difference now - so okay.
[08:16] Aly: ç_ç
[08:17] Aly: *happy* \^_^/
[08:17] TAFKACC: ...o_o
[08:17] Introperv: happy pictures make me smile
[08:17] Introperv: because so many were so maudlin
[08:17] TAFKACC: um.
[08:18] TAFKACC: i wonder if i should send it to either of you or just post it on the board.
[08:18] TAFKACC: i am really hesitant. err.
[08:18] Introperv: well they know you are there right
[08:18] Aly: you can send it from a shitty webmail
[08:18] Introperv: so they are looking for proof
[08:18] TAFKACC: can either of you accept file transfer in AIM?
[08:18] Aly: i'll give my u/pw
[08:18] Aly: i think yes
[08:18] Introperv: you know i've never tried with this
[08:19] Introperv: trillian behind a firewall so i don't know
[08:19] Aly: aim behind firewall, try but
[08:19] TAFKACC: holdon.
[08:20] TAFKACC: i'll email it, if anyone wishes to supply their address.
[08:20] Introperv: \<----->
[08:20] Introperv: \<----->
[08:20] Introperv: and i think this aol has an email too? not sure
[08:20] Aly: (Link: mailto:\<----->)\<-----> or \<----->
[08:20] Aly: better the \<-----> one
[08:21] Introperv: how did you get it to mailto: link there
[08:21] Aly: hum? me? trillian parsing i suppose
[08:23] Introperv: i am that updating poor \<-----> anon
[08:23] Introperv: stuck with only email access at a time like this
[08:23] Aly: neer?
[08:24] Introperv: no that other one that reposted my blue shop i made from twigglets
[08:24] Aly: he will read the board
[08:24] Introperv: the board will be gone in a week and a half
[08:25] Introperv: which is when he comes back
[08:25] TAFKACC: i sent... (Link: \<-----> doesn't seem to work, but i think \<-----> did.
[08:25] TAFKACC: well, you can tell me.
[08:25] Introperv: ah, there was an extra i in there
[08:25] Introperv: \<----->
[08:26] Aly: cool hair :-)
[08:27] Aly: i won't share this pic
[08:27] Introperv: oh god i feel so left out
[08:27] Introperv: the tension is killing me
[08:28] TAFKACC: sent.
[08:28] Introperv: received
[08:28] TAFKACC: ....
[08:28] Introperv: oh wow
[08:28] Introperv: you still have the extensions
[08:29] TAFKACC: what disturbs me is that someone found a recent picture which was in a private photo account and posted it on the board.
[08:29] Introperv: that makes sense now that you told me the short hair was earlier
[08:29] Aly: wich pic?
[08:29] Introperv: but they also said that was the only one they had
[08:29] TAFKACC: all pictures of me with long braids like that are from private photobuckets, except for 2.
[08:29] TAFKACC: i've deleted them now >_<
[08:29] Introperv: ka and nurindeinemkopf
[08:30] TAFKACC: .... you sure have a good memory.
[08:30] Introperv: sprechen sie deutsch btw?
[08:30] Introperv: oder nur ein bisschen
[08:30] TAFKACC: ein bischen, aber meine deutsch ist...scheisse.
[08:30] Aly: i told you, nothing is secure on internet :-( (it's why i hate blogs and such faggotry)
[08:30] Introperv: auch ich
[08:30] Aly: aiuto, che state dicendo?
[08:30] TAFKACC: no italian >_<
[08:31] Aly: i said "help, wha are you saying?"
[08:31] Aly: :-D
[08:31] Introperv: nihongo hanasemasu ka ne
[08:31] Aly: italian is a difficult language ^^"
[08:31] TAFKACC: i've forgotten all my japanese
[08:31] TAFKACC: except "wakarimasen"
[08:31] Introperv: that's a good one to know ^^
[08:32] Aly: jap or it?
[08:32] Aly: now i must get prepared
[08:32] Aly: get dressd
[08:32] Aly: get the makeup
[08:32] Aly: and wow, going to the cinema
[08:33] Introperv: so kirtanersign is not for trade then
[08:33] Aly: it's like the holy graal
[08:34] Aly: it exixts, but no one knows where
[08:34] Aly: lol
[08:34] Introperv: because I could probably finally get those dust pictures for it dammit
[08:34] TAFKACC: dust...?
[08:34] Introperv: except i am supposed to be good from now on
[08:34] TAFKACC: oh, you mean covered in flour?
[08:34] Introperv: yeah rammstein inspired i take it
[08:34] Introperv: never seen them
[08:35] TAFKACC: i think i may post it on the board thus decreasing its value, i'm afraid.
[08:35] Introperv: actually there are quite a few that were on selfportraits that i don't have
[08:35] TAFKACC: i'm still undecided...
[08:35] Introperv: as long as i can get one copy, i will be ecstatic
[08:35] Introperv: no matter how
[08:35] Aly: posting what? the dus/flour/rammstein ones?
[08:37] Introperv: lol trying to explain the gospel to this \<----->
[08:37] Introperv: book one genesis
[08:38] Introperv: an incredibly cute girl gets drunk and bored
[08:38] Introperv: writes on her hand
[08:38] Introperv: a new cult is born
[08:38] Aly: he didn't know anything?
[08:38] Introperv: well he was asking about #sweet
[08:38] Introperv: which is the 100000euro question
[08:38] Aly: lol no euro in UK
[08:38] TAFKACC: pounds.
[08:39] Introperv: one world currency!
[08:39] Introperv: one world government
[08:39] Introperv: burn the reichstag
[08:39] Introperv: or something
[08:39] Aly: the most used currency in internet are cracky pics, it seems....
[08:39] Aly: :|
[08:40] Introperv: just where we hang out :P
[08:40] Introperv: aly you are \<-----> on \<------> rite
[08:40] Introperv: ah anon scores a hit
[08:40] Aly: (Link: \<----->
[08:40] Introperv: 'butterfly effect"
[08:41] Introperv: yeah thats the \<------> I was thinking of
[08:41] Introperv: i was thinking of sending you an add req but
[08:41] Aly: feel free to add me
[08:41] Introperv: not sure if i should cross my real life with this personality
[08:41] Aly: ?
[08:42] Introperv: i guess it doesn't matter now, ill send an add later
[08:42] Aly: a friend of mine obbligated me to \<------>
[08:42] Introperv: \<------>
[08:42] Aly: \-.-\ you can see me in that pic. it's why i say i'm weird
[08:42] Introperv: i had to make one to stalk... er... i mean to contact some certain people
[08:43] Aly: lol, i added all the \<------>
[08:43] Introperv: i tried to add all of them but only got \<------>
[08:43] Introperv: haven't heard from \<------>
[08:43] TAFKACC: i have never, and will never hopefully, have a myspace.
[08:43] Introperv: it is the worst place on earth :D
[08:43] Aly: myspace sucks :/ its true. it's always in maintenance
[08:44] Introperv: not just maintenance the whole layout and concept is awful
[08:44] Aly: cracky, don't even make new blogs :/
[08:44] Introperv: and the pages people have that load music and videos right away
[08:44] Aly: heavy like loading the universe
[08:44] Aly: sorry, how must i refer to you? cracky? scm? you?
[08:45] TAFKACC: heh, my real name is a secret and will remain so. btw, "cracky" is something some witty anonymous b-tard thought up.
[08:45] Introperv: i'll assume not by the supposed first name we found
[08:45] TAFKACC: because it looked like i had been snorting too much crack :D
[08:46] Introperv: i was in that thread
[08:46] Introperv: but not that person who coined the phrase
[08:46] Introperv: anon's proposition is as follows
[08:46] Aly: I wasnt asking your real name ^^ (mine is \<----->) but... is it ok i I call you cracky?
[08:46] Introperv: he wants to host a .com with all known pictures but a "disclaimer yelling at people to leave her alone"
[08:47] Introperv: should i throw the names at you and you can deny them or not even bother
[08:48] TAFKACC: umm, please. no more fan websites.
[08:49] TAFKACC: call me what you like.
[08:49] Introperv: quoting directly
[08:49] Introperv: he says alright
[08:50] Introperv: did your last name have anything to do with trees
[08:50] Introperv: ah nm don't answer that
[08:50] Aly: intro....
[08:50] TAFKACC: it didn't.
[08:50] Introperv: old habits die hard
[08:51] Introperv: ok then i never found your name you can breathe easier
[08:51] TAFKACC: -_-;;;
[08:51] Introperv: just the names \<-----> called you
[08:52] Aly: lol, login at myspace isnt working....
[08:52] Introperv: i have Anonymous on the line if you havent' spoken with him yet
[08:53] TAFKACC: oh, i have an Anonymous on IM right now diverting me.
[08:53] Introperv: ok that is same one
[08:53] Aly: join him here
[08:53] *** Anonymous has joined the chat.
[08:53] Introperv: kirtaner messaged me too and i hadn't seen it
[08:53] Introperv: hi Anonymous
[08:54] Anonymous: y hallo thar guys
[08:54] Aly: hi
[08:56] Introperv: just confirming with kirtaner that we have the genuine article
[08:57] Aly: so the board will close. that's good.
[08:57] Introperv: he's says british ip, and i told him i agreed already there really isnt a doubt
[08:57] Introperv: not good for me
[08:57] Anonymous: yeah she seems legit to me
[08:57] Aly: i'll hel you get another hobby
[08:57] Aly: *help
[08:58] Aly: you chatted with "her holiness", be happy intro :-)
[08:58] Aly: ;-)
[08:58] Introperv: oh god what will i do
[08:58] Anonymous: don't worry Intro, I think you're a cool guy
[08:58] Introperv: well if there are no more pictures i guess i can stop
[08:58] Anonymous: hey, what was that about the ARG?
[08:58] TAFKACC: arg?
[08:58] Introperv: but it makes kitty very very very very very very very very sad if there will be no more pictures ever
[08:58] TAFKACC: i have a history of cruelty to animals.
[08:59] Introperv: alternate reality game
[08:59] Introperv: facky's doing
[08:59] Anonymous: Intro said he was part of an alternate reality game to troll cracky stalkers
[08:59] Aly: we will spread the thruth
[08:59] Introperv: i was making fun of myself
[08:59] Anonymous: so in otherwords those LJ users were not actually your friends
[08:59] Introperv: shii came up with the idea
[08:59] Anonymous: ?
[08:59] Anonymous: oh man, Shii's in on this?
[08:59] Anonymous: I salute you
[08:59] Anonymous: incredible trolling
[08:59] Introperv: the funniest part is i am both introperv and fgsfds so i was on both sides in that post
[09:00] Anonymous: hey, I knew you were fgsfds from the beginning
[09:00] Anonymous: who are Facky, Nyuu, etc.
[09:00] Anonymous: ?
[09:01] Aly: I go to the cinema now :-)
[09:01] Anonymous: bye
[09:01] Aly: bye all, i leave the window open
[09:01] Introperv: um if you leave what happens to the window
[09:01] Introperv: oh ok
[09:01] Introperv: i have no idea who facky and nyuu are
[09:02] Anonymous: but I assume they are not legit?
[09:02] Introperv: facky called nyuu by a girls name once in one of the redacted posts
[09:02] Introperv: who knows
[09:06] Anonymous: now that you're out of a job Intro you should get some new s/n's and whatnot and start a mystery of your own
[09:06] Anonymous: some sort of ARG
[09:06] Introperv: i don't have the chops to pull off something like that
[09:07] Introperv: would need a hook
[09:07] Anonymous: yeah...
[09:07] Introperv: can't take pictures of myself, nobody wants to see them
[09:07] Anonymous: lol
[09:07] TAFKACC: i had a friend who said i should patent cracky and market her. of course he was kidding -_-;;;;
[09:07] Anonymous: haha
[09:08] TAFKACC: you know, these days i just keep her in my basement and feed her scraps sometimes.
[09:08] Anonymous: if you could actually patent the character and make dolls or something, you could sell her, at least to 4channers
[09:08] Anonymous: there's actually a big boom in Japan right now of 2channel merchandise
[09:09] Anonymous: hey, Intro, who was Shii on LJ?
[09:09] Introperv: no idea
[09:09] TAFKACC: unfortunately, i value my privacy more than "fame and fortune".
[09:10] Introperv: but you could go so far with your talent
[09:10] Anonymous: yeah they'd just call you a sell out anyway wwwwwww
[09:10] TAFKACC: *cough*
[09:10] Introperv: start a band and do top of the pops
[09:10] Introperv: i'd watch it
[09:11] TAFKACC: i prefer art.
[09:11] TAFKACC: but yeah, i was speaking in regards to notoriety on 4ch.
[09:11] Introperv: so with you retreating into private world what will become of your art
[09:11] Anonymous: yeah
[09:13] TAFKACC: i still paint and make collages. i think one day i might put them back up on the internet. just no personal photos, no more pictures of me.
[09:13] Introperv: no photography at all?
[09:13] TAFKACC: oh, i take photos of other subjects.
[09:13] Introperv: good to hear
[09:14] Introperv: you know they say its good experience for a photographer to spend some time on the other side of the lens as a model
[09:14] TAFKACC: well, i've done that quite enough.
[09:14] TAFKACC: maybe again someday. who knows.
[09:14] TAFKACC: for now, i don;t.
[09:15] Introperv: never say never
[09:15] Introperv: such a bittersweet day for me
[09:15] Anonymous: hehe
[09:15] Introperv: pyrrhic victory (? how do you spell it)
[09:15] Anonymous: no clue
[09:16] TAFKACC: i think i would have my art on dev.art or something if it wasn;t for this.
[09:16] TAFKACC: so maybe one day, like i said.
[09:16] Introperv: you don't even want to know how many devarts i went through looking for your collages
[09:16] Introperv: and i don't even know what your collages look like
[09:16] TAFKACC: heh, the ones that were postedi n my journal sucked because i didnt have a scanner.
[09:17] Introperv: there should be some sort of devart-like place that doesn't allow comments right?
[09:17] Introperv: so it would be entirely one way?
[09:17] TAFKACC: *shrug* maybe. thing is, i would like to get criticism on my art.
[09:17] TAFKACC: thats the purpose of it being public to me.
[09:17] Introperv: ha! i said almost that exactly in one of my stalker posts
[09:17] Anonymous: *bathroom, brb*
[09:17] Introperv: teehee
[09:18] Introperv: i think it was something like
[09:18] Introperv: "creative people appreciate honest criticism from like minded peers unknown to them, as opposed to douchebags like me"
[09:18] TAFKACC: uh huh.
[09:19] Introperv: which was the entire theory behind trouncing off to devart
[09:19] Anonymous: *back*
[09:20] Anonymous: interesting to see you two talking (^o^)
[09:20] Introperv: why is that
[09:20] Introperv: it is interesting to be talking
[09:20] Introperv: i never thought i'd see the day
[09:20] Anonymous: yeah that too
[09:20] TAFKACC: well, it certainly has occupied my afternoon o_O jeez.
[09:21] Introperv: and she probably rues this day as well
[09:21] Introperv: i called in sick to work
[09:21] Anonymous: wow
[09:21] TAFKACC: haha.
[09:21] Anonymous: nice
[09:21] Introperv: it is 9 something am here
[09:21] Anonymous: \<-----> in the morning
[09:21] Introperv: i am supposed to be taking shit from my boss rite now
[09:22] TAFKACC: what kind of work do you do?
[09:22] TAFKACC: i think i am getting "reverse curiousity" here.
[09:22] Introperv: shitty work?
[09:22] Anonymous: me too
[09:22] Anonymous: what country do you live in? I was curious after you made that post about goverment control.
[09:22] Introperv: boxes and computer tracking shipments and troubleshooting technical crap and all that
[09:22] Introperv: i live in bush's god's country
[09:23] Anonymous: Ah, okay, lol
[09:23] Anonymous: I know the feeling, but I actually thought you lived somewhere else
[09:23] Introperv: its a pretty part of it at least
[09:23] Anonymous: I was in America through highschool
[09:23] Anonymous: then I came to \<----->
[09:24] Introperv: did you put that comment on fgsfds?
[09:24] Introperv: it was \<-----> ip
[09:24] Anonymous: ...wow
[09:24] Anonymous: yes
[09:24] Introperv: ha
[09:24] Anonymous: ...wow
[09:24] Introperv: can't slip anything past me
[09:24] Anonymous: you are good
[09:24] Anonymous: you know, it'd kind of freaky
[09:24] Anonymous: the stuff I say on /b/...
[09:24] Introperv: not good enough to find her Excellency here
[09:25] TAFKACC: huh?
[09:25] Introperv: although that seems to have been a bit of a wild goose chase
[09:25] Introperv: meaning I was unsuccessful in finding your new journal
[09:25] Introperv: despite my best efforts
[09:26] Introperv: or even the rumored "semi-public" boyfriend's journal
[09:26] Anonymous: *refering to last IM* some things that I'd never tell anybody ever, and I post them there anonymously... but the fact is that if \<-----> wanted to he could link together all my posts and probably completely ruin my life
[09:27] Introperv: \<-----> probably has a lot of things on a lot of people
[09:27] TAFKACC: well, theres this saying "never post anything on the internet you wouldn't mind seeing on the cover of the NY Times"
[09:27] Anonymous: yeah
[09:27] TAFKACC: ....all of /B/ is screwed
[09:27] Anonymous: I trust \<----->, I guess
[09:27] Introperv: oh man if I saw you on the cover of the NY Times I would blow in my pants
[09:28] Introperv: so to speak
[09:28] Anonymous: lol way to not look bad
[09:28] Introperv: i really recovered at the end there huh
[09:28] Introperv: oh shit i haven't even gone over to 4chan is it on fire?
[09:28] TAFKACC: i can't say i'm that fazed.
[09:28] TAFKACC: ...
[09:29] TAFKACC: i don't want to know.
[09:29] Anonymous: someone posted it but I think it went unnoticed
[09:29] Introperv: yeah you missed the rape fantasies thread i think
[09:29] Anonymous: it will be noticed later
[09:29] TAFKACC: oh, thats nothing new -_-;;;
[09:29] Anonymous: by /b/, that is
[09:29] Anonymous: and there will be a million new stories and theories and people who try to pretend that they are you and troll everyone else...
[09:30] Introperv: so are your friends going to come hunt me down and kill me yet
[09:30] TAFKACC: well, i can't do anything about it...unless a 4chan mod wants to reinstigate a ban -_-;
[09:30] TAFKACC: hey, not if you find a new hobby.
[09:30] Introperv: the ban got lifted?
[09:30] TAFKACC: i'm not sure actually.
[09:30] Anonymous: it's sporadic
[09:30] TAFKACC: didn't snacks get fired?
[09:30] Anonymous: yueah
[09:30] Anonymous: yeah
[09:30] Introperv: hmm new hobby...
[09:30] Introperv: yeah snacks left
[09:30] Anonymous: stalk :3chan for me
[09:31] TAFKACC: since was the one who made it...i don't know.
[09:31] Anonymous: \<----->, I can help
[09:31] Introperv: hobby.. do you have any cute friends that are artists
[09:31] Introperv: j/k
[09:31] TAFKACC: but all japanese girls are clones.
[09:31] Anonymous: lol
[09:31] Introperv: but there is only one :3 picture right?
[09:31] Anonymous: two
[09:31] Introperv: does the second show her blazer crest?
[09:32] Introperv: because that would give you her school def
[09:32] Introperv: aside from the tie
[09:32] Introperv: which is a weird pattern
[09:32] Anonymous: I am laughing out loud right now
[09:32] Anonymous: your brain works so quickly
[09:32] Introperv: somebody asked me about it already in 420's b
[09:32] Introperv: said "introperv come stalk :3chan for us"
[09:33] Anonymous: lol that wasn't me
[09:33] Anonymous: I think I replied to that thread tho
[09:33] Introperv: and I told them I only had enough scary love for one person at a time
[09:33] Anonymous: I don't go to 420 /b/ that often
[09:33] Introperv: neither do i
[09:33] Introperv: only when i hit refresh on /cracky 10x in a row and nothing comes up
[09:34] Introperv: well \<-----> rite
[09:34] Anonymous: yeah
[09:34] Introperv: so you can tell by the type of uniform what age range she is in
[09:34] Introperv: and what time of year
[09:34] Anonymous: yeah
[09:34] Anonymous: I was half kidding about that
[09:34] Introperv: oh ok
[09:34] TAFKACC: i really don't beleive you are seriously considering this.
[09:34] Introperv: just half?
[09:34] Introperv: two pictures is a little thin for me to go on
[09:35] Introperv: and she doesn't have the appeal of your work
[09:35] Anonymous: lol
[09:35] Introperv: well she didn't even take the pic rite
[09:35] Anonymous: okay, I was completely joking about that
[09:35] Anonymous: no
[09:35] Anonymous: I guess not
[09:35] Anonymous: you should stalk the cockmongler
[09:35] Introperv: and she didn't dress up or set the scene or anything
[09:36] Introperv: she didn't take layers and make the area around her glow
[09:36] Introperv: or smudge her hair
[09:36] Anonymous: actually I am just interested to know where the pics came from
[09:36] Introperv: or put eyes on anything
[09:36] Introperv: she just sucks is what i am driving at basically
[09:36] Introperv: lol
[09:36] Anonymous: and how they got forced (or not forced) into such a huge meme
[09:37] Anonymous: I'd be more interested in the first anon to post the pic than the actual girl
[09:37] Introperv: oh god the toilet tape
[09:37] Anonymous: ??
[09:37] Introperv: i forgot to ask about the blue toilet tape
[09:37] Anonymous: oh, yeah, I remember that
[09:37] Introperv: quite the subject of discussion someone just brought it up on 420
[09:38] TAFKACC: it was out of order.
[09:38] Anonymous: MYSTERY SOLVED
[09:38] TAFKACC: it was taped shut whilst waiting for the plumber to come in sometime.
[09:38] Introperv: lucky plumber
[09:38] TAFKACC: *sigh* um, any other mysteries you need clearing up then?
[09:38] Introperv: oh god yes
[09:38] Introperv: hold on
[09:39] Introperv: the mirror flipping
[09:39] Anonymous: actually I can't think of anything offhand
[09:39] Introperv: was the eye on your left or right hand
[09:39] TAFKACC: i just like to flip my pictures for fun/added surreal effect.
[09:39] Anonymous: but I think Intro is more into this than me -_-
[09:39] Introperv: was the keyhole over your heart or reversed
[09:39] Introperv: was witch written in the mirror
[09:39] TAFKACC: i don't remember about the eye. key was over my heart and witch was written in amirror...i think.
[09:40] Introperv: so you are right handed then
[09:40] TAFKACC: my memory is bad -_- yes, right hand..
[09:40] Introperv: drawing with right hand onto left hand one mystery down
[09:40] Introperv: lessee... pic of you and another girl by a stump
[09:41] Introperv: looks like \<----->'s work was it?
[09:41] Anonymous: wait a minute...
[09:41] Anonymous: who is \<----->?
[09:41] TAFKACC: a friend who i took pictures with once or twice.
[09:41] TAFKACC: she put the camera on a treestump.
[09:41] TAFKACC: and timed it.
[09:41] Anonymous: weird....
[09:41] Introperv: she is also a great photographer
[09:41] Anonymous: I have a friend...
[09:41] Introperv: but different style
[09:42] Anonymous: who knows someone in the UK named \<----->....
[09:42] Anonymous: and when I saw that pic I thought it looked like her
[09:42] TAFKACC: there's lots of \<----->s in the uk...
[09:42] TAFKACC: i only went out with her once after that.
[09:42] TAFKACC: i think it was in may.
[09:42] Anonymous: yeah, but it's just the way she looked
[09:42] Introperv: she is away at college now
[09:42] Anonymous: and the style
[09:42] Introperv: was in africa for a bit
[09:43] Introperv: okay the neil gaiman autograph... how did you meet him
[09:43] TAFKACC: at a book signing.
[09:43] Introperv: more like a wrist signing
[09:43] TAFKACC: yup.
[09:43] Introperv: yarn owl... where did it come from
[09:43] Introperv: i want one
[09:44] TAFKACC: it was in my grandma's bathroom.
[09:44] Anonymous: someone mentioned that they'd seen those in the US
[09:44] TAFKACC: who knows how she acquired it.
[09:44] Introperv: i love knitted things they are like concentrated love
[09:44] Introperv: knitting is so zen
[09:44] TAFKACC: you should take up knitting as your new hobby.
[09:45] Introperv: no way
[09:45] Anonymous: yeah knit a yarn crackychan
[09:45] TAFKACC: why not?
[09:45] TAFKACC: knit those little white shii cats.
[09:45] Introperv: i have watched many many people knit and i just don't get it
[09:45] Anonymous: shii is adorable
[09:45] Introperv: my brain doesn't work that way
[09:45] Anonymous: the cat not the American dude
[09:46] TAFKACC: well, do you think you get closure from having all this cleared up or not?
[09:46] Introperv: let see boy pics... where did they come from how many were there was that lipstick on the teeth was the wide shot really planned or just felicity
[09:46] Anonymous: I do
[09:47] TAFKACC: ....the ones with black hair you mean?
[09:47] TAFKACC: in those i'm 13.
[09:47] Introperv: yes
[09:47] TAFKACC: they're not from lj.
[09:47] Introperv: took us forever to figure out they were def you
[09:47] TAFKACC: i never thought they'd be in public o_o
[09:47] Introperv: so good at changing your appearance
[09:47] TAFKACC: i think they were uploaded on my geocities to show a friend once and never deleted.
[09:47] Introperv: i had to match an old photo of you as a kid in that green and white chair
[09:47] TAFKACC: i saw.
[09:48] Anonymous: that was really slick
[09:48] Introperv: oh shit I just blushed
[09:48] Introperv: oh man I knew I should have written out all my questions sometime
[09:49] Introperv: um niertem or nierten ?
[09:49] Introperv: m or n is what i am asking
[09:49] Introperv: and were the scribbles mouse or do you have a tablet
[09:50] TAFKACC: nierten, and it was a tablet.
[09:50] Anonymous: what's nierten?
[09:50] TAFKACC: old english.
[09:50] Anonymous: ah
[09:50] TAFKACC: faegernis_nierten was an old deleted email.
[09:50] Anonymous: I am behind on the stalking ^^
[09:50] Introperv: do you read old english poems or anything
[09:51] TAFKACC: from when i was 13/14. i think it meant "beauty/beast"
[09:51] Introperv: i listen to bands that set them to music sometimes
[09:51] TAFKACC: nah, i just used to like the dictionary a lot.
[09:51] Introperv: so no more dolls tho
[09:52] TAFKACC: no, i grew out of them.
[09:52] Introperv: i wasted my weekend
[09:52] Anonymous: lol
[09:52] Introperv: one of the psych majors posited that very thing
[09:52] TAFKACC: i read that...
[09:52] Anonymous: I laughed at that stuff about the dolls
[09:52] TAFKACC: yeah, some doll-collectors are really creepy!
[09:52] Anonymous: I actually have a friend back in America who's into them
[09:52] Introperv: oh god that pullip parade site was so odd
[09:52] Anonymous: her boyfriend is a doll
[09:53] Introperv: and the pink
[09:53] Introperv: if i never see pink again
[09:53] Anonymous: and he has his own LJ and everything
[09:53] TAFKACC: i've seen that sort of thing.
[09:53] Introperv: did you read the psych guy's theory about your childhood abuse
[09:53] Introperv: and eating disorcer
[09:53] Anonymous: I dunno, I think it's kind of cute but I'm weird that way
[09:53] TAFKACC: i had some unpleasant times as a teenager.
[09:54] Introperv: who didn't
[09:54] TAFKACC: well, i still *am* in my teens.
[09:54] Anonymous: ^dolls, not abuse, lol
[09:54] TAFKACC: but you know, when i was 12.
[09:54] Introperv: 12 is a bad age
[09:54] Introperv: 13 sux too
[09:54] TAFKACC: that i won't really talk about. but yes i did cut because of something like that.
[09:55] TAFKACC: 13 sure does.
[09:55] Introperv: um i didn't mean to pry
[09:55] Anonymous: no need to talk about that kind of stuff anyway
[09:55] Introperv: that sounds odd
[09:55] TAFKACC: no, i know what you meant.
[09:55] Introperv: I really do wish you well with your life
[09:55] Anonymous: 14 was bad for me, but that's just because I have a messed up head and a family history of depression
[09:56] Introperv: you should know that I didn't start out trying to be this obsessive, it just sort of snowballed on me
[09:56] TAFKACC: yep. i see.
[09:56] Introperv: things are better now yes?
[09:56] TAFKACC: yes, they are.
[09:56] Anonymous: that's good to hear
[09:57] Introperv: that makes me ^________________^
[09:57] TAFKACC: ...i have to say, the only thing that's bothered me immensely is stumbling upon my stalker board -_-
[09:57] Introperv: i'm sure many feel the same
[09:57] Anonymous: I cut a few times, not really fun
[09:57] Introperv: that must have been a shock
[09:57] Introperv: i figured somebody in your circle of friends would have warned you
[09:57] Introperv: and about crackypedia
[09:58] Anonymous: still, you're doing something really great by talking to us
[09:58] TAFKACC: my friends aren't great 4ch goers.
[09:58] Introperv: really great or really foolish
[09:58] Anonymous: hey, I don't think you're that crazy Intro
[09:58] Anonymous: ...
[09:59] Introperv: please don't regret posting those images
[09:59] Anonymous: I mean, it's really admirable that you (cracky) can be so mature about this kind of thing
[09:59] TAFKACC: well, i'm not going to divulge anything about my personal life beyond the vague -_-
[09:59] TAFKACC: eh, can't change it.
[09:59] Introperv: they brought a lot of happiness to a lot of people
[09:59] Anonymous: don't regret it
[10:00] Anonymous: you've left a legacy
[10:00] Introperv: more than i can say
[10:00] Anonymous: someday you can tell your kids, "I was an internet celebraty in my day"
[10:00] Anonymous: celebrity*
[10:00] Anonymous: whatever
[10:01] Anonymous: seriously, how many people can say that? ^-^
[10:01] Introperv: do you still have the same umini-D camera
[10:01] Introperv: or a better one
[10:01] TAFKACC: i'm not having kids! and its not something i'd be proud of -_-
[10:01] TAFKACC: same camera.
[10:01] Anonymous: lol
[10:01] Introperv: someone on facky discussion claimed all your new work was webcam and blood
[10:02] Anonymous: I think the LJers were all bogus dude
[10:02] Introperv: and I tried to goad them into revealing info by saying it sounded trite lol
[10:02] Introperv: yeah all a load of disinformation
[10:03] Introperv: the abhorrent vacuum
[10:03] Anonymous: the internet.
[10:03] Anonymous: this is why I love the internet.
[10:03] Introperv: oh you'll both be happy to hear I have no children and no plans to father any :D
[10:03] Introperv: i'm one of a kind
[10:04] Introperv: a kind of something
[10:04] Anonymous: something awful?
[10:04] Anonymous: oh yeah, forgot to ask, are you a goon?
[10:05] Introperv: nope not a goon
[10:05] Anonymous: me neither
[10:05] Introperv: or are you asking her
[10:05] Introperv: because that would be funny
[10:05] Anonymous: no I assume she's not
[10:05] TAFKACC: a goon?
[10:05] Anonymous: a Something Awful member
[10:05] TAFKACC: no.
[10:05] Introperv: oh the pheelie bucket
[10:05] Anonymous: actually if you were a goon I would probably die laughing
[10:05] Introperv: it got closed or you closed it?
[10:06] Introperv: because message said violation of tos once
[10:06] TAFKACC: i thought i had deleted it.
[10:06] TAFKACC: then 6 months later a friend found out people were searching it and getting results.
[10:06] Introperv: yeah it was up forever
[10:06] TAFKACC: so he emailed them and told them to delete it.
[10:06] TAFKACC: nearly everything in there violated their TOS, heh heh.
[10:07] Introperv: yeah but then their tos is really shitty
[10:07] Anonymous: psh
[10:07] Anonymous: there's some really seedy "art" sites that get linked on /b/ regularly that show naked 8 year olds
[10:07] TAFKACC: i know the kind.
[10:08] Anonymous: I can't see how anything you did could violate any kind of porn law
[10:08] TAFKACC: i used it as my saved image folder
[10:08] TAFKACC: so there were a lot of images i never linked to anywhere.
[10:08] TAFKACC: no child porn though!
[10:09] TAFKACC: though i was fascinated with children.
[10:09] Introperv: do you like sturgess?
[10:09] TAFKACC: i don't think i've heard of sturgess. who/what is it?
[10:10] Introperv: a famous photographer that mostly does children often nude
[10:10] Anonymous: hey, I've got a question
[10:10] Anonymous: how'd you find 4chan?
[10:10] TAFKACC: through babyart.
[10:11] TAFKACC: i think...
[10:11] TAFKACC: yeah, it must've been.
[10:11] Anonymous: ah
[10:11] TAFKACC: its so long ago to me x_x
[10:12] Introperv: (Link: http://www.paulcava.com/STURGES-25%20YRS/jocksturgestwenb.html)
[10:12] TAFKACC: ohh, yes actually i do know him!
[10:12] Anonymous: lol wut?
[10:12] TAFKACC: i can't say i'm a big fan. his photos aren't bad though.
[10:12] Anonymous: j/k
[10:13] TAFKACC: my tastes have changed.
[10:13] Introperv: he is like the canary in the coal mine for legislation
[10:13] TAFKACC: i would probably have liked him 1 or 2 years ago.
[10:13] Introperv: who are you into now
[10:13] Introperv: stalk stalk stalk
[10:13] TAFKACC: umm. i'm not sure really. theres no one artist i fixate upon.
[10:13] TAFKACC: i still quite like tb.
[10:14] Introperv: the babyart forums have been so dead since they came back up
[10:14] Introperv: a pale shadow of its former glory
[10:15] TAFKACC: i don't check them anymore.
[10:16] TAFKACC: i just use the internet for talking to my friends, and looking at individual art sites...or sometimes, a chan.
[10:16] TAFKACC: hence the discovery of 420 >_<
[10:16] Introperv: do you like surreal art
[10:16] TAFKACC: like Dali? yes, some of it.
[10:16] Introperv: i have a great place marked</b>
[10:16] TAFKACC: go ahead.
[10:17] Introperv: pulling it up
[10:17] Introperv: (Link: http://visionaryartforum.com/artlinks.htm)
[10:17] Introperv: has all the links
[10:17] Anonymous: oh hey, remembered something
[10:17] Introperv: there is a particular one hold on
[10:18] Introperv: it's richard marchand lemme find it
[10:18] TAFKACC: oh?
[10:18] Anonymous: Intro, you mentioned once that the crackychan#sweet IP was trolling it's own threads as anon according to a 4chan mod
[10:18] Introperv: oh duh (Link: http://richardmarchand.com/)
[10:18] Introperv: yes that was in the dis thread
[10:18] Anonymous: what was with that?
[10:19] Introperv: they said the #sweet ip was posting as anonymous saying "yeah cracky tell us where you live" or something
[10:19] Anonymous: btw I like your link
[10:19] TAFKACC: i can't say i remember.
[10:19] Introperv: I could probably find the disc thread I may have it marked
[10:20] TAFKACC: i might have done, after all i was just having fun >_<
[10:20] Introperv: drinking is fun
[10:20] Anonymous: hmm yes
[10:20] Introperv: what was your poison
[10:20] TAFKACC: wow, the surreal art link is great.
[10:20] TAFKACC: thank you.
[10:20] Introperv: i'm guessing wine
[10:20] TAFKACC: vodka.
[10:20] Introperv: oh wow
[10:20] Introperv: hardcore
[10:20] Anonymous: heh, me too
[10:20] Anonymous: vodka and rum
[10:20] Introperv: that surreal place has a forum attached to it that is cool
[10:20] TAFKACC: i don't drink anymore, needless to say.
[10:20] Anonymous: ah
[10:21] Introperv: run by that guy who makes toddlerpedes
[10:21] Anonymous: I think it's great so long as you don't go overboard, drinking that is
[10:21] Anonymous: I've only drunk myself passed out a few times when I was really depressed
[10:21] TAFKACC: it was maybe the second time i'd ever gotten really drunk.
[10:21] Introperv: i drink to numb the pain of the loss of cracky
[10:22] Introperv: now I will have to find another reason
[10:22] Anonymous: now I just do it socially with a bunch of VIPPERS, lol
[10:22] Anonymous: people from 2ch's VIP board, it's kinda like Japanese /b/ without pics
[10:23] Introperv: oh man now I can actually go thru all those art links instead of 100s of doll communities and greatestjournals and flickrs and so forth
[10:23] Introperv: it's like a whole new world
[10:25] Anonymous: hmmm looking at that thread it seems like the /b/tards are arriving
[10:25] Introperv: wow crackychan.livejounal.com is wiped now too
[10:26] Introperv: it's the end of days
[10:26] TAFKACC: like the apocalypse huh?
[10:27] Anonymous: "History."
[10:27] Introperv: yes
[10:27] Anonymous: all that's left of the community
[10:27] Introperv: I don't know what do do with myself
[10:27] TAFKACC: knit.
[10:28] TAFKACC: and collect stamps.
[10:28] Anonymous: dude, Cracky told you to do it, you HAVE to do it now
[10:28] Introperv: I've had people try to show me how to knit before and I never understand
[10:28] Introperv: it is like black magic
[10:28] TAFKACC: ...then try voodoo.
[10:29] TAFKACC: as some guy in the thread suggested to me -_-
[10:29] Introperv: i just saw that
[10:29] TAFKACC: so i have a question for you intro...
[10:29] Introperv: i keep forgetting to check the thread
[10:29] Introperv: anything
[10:30] TAFKACC: if i disappear now again, how';d you respond?
[10:30] Introperv: well there is nothing I can do about it so I guess I'd pine for a while and mourn and check TAFKACC constantly to see if it comes back on, then hang myself
[10:31] Introperv: except for the hanging bit
[10:31] Introperv: maybe
[10:31] TAFKACC: don't hang yourself. go outside and make friends with kittens instead.
[10:31] Introperv: how did you know I like kittens
[10:31] Anonymous: everyone does
[10:31] Introperv: actually my cat is yelling at me right now to be let outside
[10:31] TAFKACC: kittens are universal currency of like.
[10:31] Anonymous: except for the bastard who made zippocat and that one guy from fukuoka
[10:32] Anonymous: they're just weird
[10:32] Anonymous: everyone else is normal
[10:32] Introperv: cats are normal, people are weird
[10:32] Anonymous: yeah
[10:33] Anonymous: I miss my family's cat's in America... i wanna get a cat but my apartment is tiny and I'm not supposed to have one anyway
[10:33] Introperv: we are all just living in their dreams because they sleep more than not
[10:33] TAFKACC: i haven't had a cat for a while.
[10:34] Introperv: my cat is my therapist, i'd be even more disturbed without him
[10:34] TAFKACC: i don't know if i'll use this SN again or not. depending how this pans out i guess. i mean i've cleared up pretty much as much of the mystery as i can.
[10:34] Anonymous: yeah thanks a lot for that
[10:34] Introperv: you've answered everything quite frankly
[10:34] Introperv: shocking actually
[10:34] TAFKACC: then, uh, i think my work here is done?
[10:35] Anonymous: sure
[10:35] Introperv: this is where you disentangle yourself from me and ride off into the sunset isn't it
[10:35] TAFKACC: i've been here all afternoon. yes, it is that part.
[10:35] TAFKACC: *cough*
[10:35] Introperv: well I thank you for your time and wish you all the happiness in the world
[10:36] Introperv: and apologize once again
[10:36] Anonymous: as for me, I almost never use this s/n but if you ever want something translated or something you can get me at \<----->
[10:36] TAFKACC: well, i don't know what you expected. but likewise to both of you.
[10:36] Introperv: please never give up art whatever form you choose
[10:36] Anonymous: and yes, sorry for making you creeped out
[10:36] TAFKACC: thank you for your good wishes.
[10:36] TAFKACC: i don't hold many grudges.
[10:36] Anonymous: I hope some of this stuff made you laugh as hard as it made me
[10:36] Introperv: that's a good philosophy to have
[10:37] TAFKACC: the fan art did -_-;;
[10:37] Introperv: my fan arts sucked :(
[10:37] TAFKACC: anyway. g'day sirs.
[10:37] Anonymous: hahaha, I've always wondered what it'd be like to have fanart of me
[10:37] Anonymous: thanks, and bye
[10:37] *** TAFKACC has left the chat.
[10:37] Anonymous: LOVE IS OVER
[10:37] Introperv: ah dammit didnt' get in my last goodbye